Explanation...

So yes I guess I should give a little explanation of the Marissa and I situation. I'll try and keep it short.

1. I liked Marissa and Marissa liked me.
2. Maddie came into my life and tried to get with me.
3. Marissa acted like she didn't wanna be with me and was really weird and stand-offish (but now I know it's because of who she is).
4. I hooked up with Maddie.
5. Marissa hated me, but we started dating.
6. I treated her like shit and did things I shouldn't have. It's way sad looking back on.
7. I broke up with her because I was so unhappy.
8. Hooked up with Leah.
9. Hooked up with Maddie.
10. Realized I made the biggest mistake EVER, and started talking to Marissa again.
11. Started dating Marissa again. :) :) Sooooo much happier and better this time though. We like worked through our kinks and now it's way legit. She's so wonderful.

Yep.