Being back at school is so weird.
I love my house.
I miss Samantha a lot. And Tyler and Camryn.
I miss just hanging out with them there.
I wish I could have my house and school and rugby team here but in Richmond with all of those friends.
Geez I'm so indecisive! But I get to go back home in a week from tomorrow for court but to see everyone too so I'm excited for that.
Tcal and I made a bet that we've both held strong on surprisingly.
But he's a qt and I lyke him. :)

Sigh I have a long night class tonight then one tomorrow. This semester is going to be relatively easy I think.
It needs to be though - I gotta do well.

I'm mad for the following reasons:

L*Nuck left for Norfolk without saying goodbye
My phone still won't work (but on the plus side Samthug is letting me have her V)
My new phone STILL hasn't gotten here
I can't get in contact with anyone
My boss asked me to work tonight and I'm bad at saying no
Mallory cashed my check that I wrote her like a year ago and I got an overdraft fee :(
I'm so broke
I wanna stay in Richmond half the time then I switch and I don't know
I'm just trying to date John and he's been SO cute and SO into me the past week or so
John won't date me
John won't text me first

On the real. I'm just trying to have sleepovers with John and Tcal before I leave on Monday. I'm sure one will happen but I'm not so sure about the other one. Oh and I wanna go switch my phone over but they're DUMB and won't let me do it without an account holder there so wven when I get the phone I can't really do shit about it. UGH.
I think I'm gonna wait on getting my tattoo only because I'm so poor and plus I come back in like two weeks.
Speaking of which I need to buy my ticket but thanks to Mal I have no money to do it yet.
ALSO. My lawyer STILLLLLLLLLL hasn't called me back yet and my case is like two weeks away.
I wanna work for Cameron's family and stay in RVA and go to VCU.
Make it happen.
But then I want stuff out in Colorado.
I'm so indecisive.
FUCK MY LIFE.

Worst mood ever ever ever ever ever.

I don't wanna go back to school.
But part of me does.
UGH. I've been stressing about this for a week and I still can't come to a decision. I hate my life.

Kelly won't talk to me at all. Like won't answer texts, calls, emails, anything.
John doesn't like me and now doesn't try to hang out with me because he doesn't want to lead me on.
I leave for two weeks to go back to school. :(
Casey is going to the beach on Thursday for almost a week and it stresses me out because I just wanna chill with her.
I'm getting good hours at work but I'm mad because I've lost weight so I never have anything cute to wear. Idk.
My fucking phone is broken so I activated a new one and it broke too.
I hate my life.
I don't wanna go back to Colorado.
Except I'm excited to start school and rugby again finally.
I need to kick my ass into shape these next two weeks because season starts so soon!
I wish Laura didn't move to the beach.
I with Samantha and her were still friends.
I wish Kelly would talk to me.
I wish Alli and I were still like we were last year.
I wish Casey or someone would come visit me this year. I get all lonely out there.

I wish the waffles my Mom made for breakfast didn't make me feel like shit.