Oh, and I'm SO into Marissa.
Dri is insane, so why waste my time.
Wish Marissa wasn't straight but hey she made the first move and she sure didn't make out with me like she was straight.
Mmm I wish I didn't leave CO so I could try and get more into that but we'll see when I return though.
The Web is getting a lot more intense now, I just need to get more of the CU girls on it then see where we go from there.

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When I came out as a dyke, I wanted to say fuck you to lovely. Fuck trying to be feminine, when I didn't want to be. Fuck the guys I had written about for hours in my journal, trying to figure out what they wanted and what I had done wrong. Fuck the image of the perfect woman I had treasured, believing that someday I would be transformed. Chop off the sweet long hair that I hoped would help me always feel loved and worthy.

I was going to be visible. I was going to put up a sign saying, "This is a dyke - now deal!"

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I like this girl. I didn't mean to cut my hair so short but I guess it's okay. Camryn is gonna fix it today. I wouldn't really mind looking like a dyke I guess. Just short and edgy and cute is what I want. It kinda looks rough now and semi like a 12 year old and semi like a dyke. Who knows.

Dri is fucking insane. Dating girls fucking suck. Maybe not this bad all the time, but literally I think she would fit in completely fine in an insane asylum.
SHE IS CRAZY.
We broke up forever ago and she is still around, loves me (apparently), still treats me like shit. And yeah Idk what else. She just really needs to get out of my life I think. She's making me flip a little shit I believe. I NEED TO GO HOME. I need a break from her. Preferably forever but I guess three weeks will do!! That way I can have fun, do all the shit I do in Richmond, then come back and hopefully not see her ya know?
Let's see. She brought a cat over here, and we've been taking care of it. Yet she just bought a puppy. Like what is she gonna do come Friday when she has both that she is responsible for?!
WTF.

Final at 7 a.m. I'm gonna die.