Kelly is almost a perfect mixture of all my boyfriends. Perfect meaning it's exact but not always perfect in the sense that he's exactly what I would hope for. I don't know if that made sense or not who cares.

So he's just super sensitive like Bill and always gets all soft on the phone. But that's kinda like Connor too like he is just all sensitive and when we're gone from each other he's all sad and picks fights with me but does it just so we resolve things. That's more of a Bill thing. And then the way he gets mad at me for getting mad at him for not talking to me like when I'm like "Hey what's up we haven't talked much today" he'll get mad saying I'm being clingy when last night he was traaashed and kept texting me clingy annoying texts and I didn't get mad at him.

I'm not sure if this is making sense. Idk.

Cheating on Connor was the single biggest mistake I've made in my life. For sure.
Seeing people has been weird. Some people have changed and I guess I have too.

I just wanna sleep. I've been exhausted since I've been home. And I don't know why.